I have nothing new to report. Just feeling anxious, a mixture of scared and excited, about if this worked. I'm pretty much obsessed and I suspect that will continue until I either get that BFN or I'll just be obsessed about something better if I get that BFP!
Why is this so hard?!?!
Its so frustrating thinking about how impossible having a baby has been for us. It makes me so sad, mad, hurt, crazy to see others having healthy pregnancies without a care in the world. And not because I want them to have to deal with even a fraction of what we've gone through...but because I just want a fraction of what they have. It feels like there is just something wrong with me. And that's lonely.
Don't mind me...it's just an emotional 2 week wait! :)